Stronghead,
Saturday, September 26, 2009 @ 7:56 PM
So there's the 1st day of raya. am not gonna post all the photos. there's lots of it. haha. and so I'm 18. really, nothing much. no major celebrations. but i have to thank Sabby & also FB mates.. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
So there's this paranoid ANA in me for the past few days.
its friggin irritating. & he gave me the most encouraging words..out of so many people, it's him.
Yes. In life, sometimes we do have to fall at times, in order for us to get better at it.
Yes. We cant possibly do so well at all times. We can, but please, we're all HUMANS after all.
So here's the thing.
I just realise something that i actually find it, abit weird. in a good way.
The only time when I'm at my happiest,
is when I'm with sabby & when I'm doing what I love most & when I'm with my close ones..
So now, I'm going to keep my head held high.
I'm growing up. I wish i could just stay sweet 16.
I'm 18. more responsibilities. more burdens. more wise thinking to do. & more shits. hahaha.
BUT, like i said, I'm going to keep my head held high. with my love one(s) by my side..
im tearing up alrdy. tears of both joy & sadness.
hahaha. seeeee. told you i'm paranoid. :P
Goodnight children :(
Labels: that's who i am
HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYY!,
Tuesday, September 22, 2009 @ 11:21 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANAAAAAAAAAA..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEE..!
Yeah. I'm 18 alright.
& they say, LEGALLY 18. sounds exciting? nah.
in fact, i assume more responsibilities. haha. and more wise thinking to do. Thank you for the awesome,huge,cute wangi tigger ♥
& so, here i am. With Tigger-oh-so wangi in my arms while i'm typing this. Haha.
I'll definitely post 1st & 2nd Day of Raya photos & more photos by tmr.
i hope. :)
I'm EIGHT-TEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN :)
p.s. thankyou for everything ♥
Labels: gotta keep my head held high
SELAMAT HARI RAYA..!,
Saturday, September 19, 2009 @ 9:07 PM
Ramadhan's almost over.
& Syawal's tomorrow.
Time flies so fast. doesn't it?
Anyway, after hearing takbir, yes. as usual. i cried.
for certain reasons of course.
i miss a few important people in my life right now. ♥♥♥
anw..
SALAM SAYANG KEPADA SEMUA TEMAN2. ANA INGIN MENYUSUN SEPULUH JARI, MEMINTA MAAF ATAS SEGALA KESILAPAN ANA. ANA HARAP SILAP2 ANA DAPAT DIMAAFKAN.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI..!
so, im watching Salam Lebaran 2009 now. kekek siak. boleh tahan pecah perot arh. because there's suhaimi yusof. hahaha.
OKAY, shall update more later.
TATAAAA..!
Fcuked Up Much?,
Thursday, September 17, 2009 @ 11:45 AM
I LOST MY BLOODY HANDPHONE YSTD NIGHT AT GEYLANG. I PRAY FOR RETRIBUTION TO CAST UPON WHOEVER GUNDU THAT STEALS MY HP.okay i know. partly is my fault. im being RECKLESS.
but its the fasting month and some idiotic heartless fools had to do this.
I BELIEVE IN RETRIBUTION.
fcuk to that matrep or minah or whoever.
yes salwah. this is me. NOW. anger lives in me, for now.
but dont be seram. im still the ANA you know. :)
*says a few words and prayers to calm self down*
okay. im letting this go. but it'll take time.thanks to dope neighbour, Justin. crappy cuzzie, Anis. adek-ku, Salwah. nice buddy, Hafiz H.my pretend daddy, Faiz & lovely Uyun. & thanks to sabby.So, im heading to Police neighbourhood post like very soooon. & im going to geylang, again, after that. returning to the scene of crime. chey.
"da mcm CSI"-hafiz hussin. haha. anws, im going back there to get something for sabby. i really owe him, big time. so letme repay him, somehow. & further more, faiz wants to buy capal. so might as well teman him since he've helped me in a way or two. thanks ya faiz. & hopefully hafiz comes along too. its been awhile since we met.
So yeah. Maybe its a blessing in disguise. Hari Raya's coming & so it's 22sept. kay, wow. it isn't a blessing anyway. hah! semakin menyakitkan hati aderlaa.
*ana, let it go. remember what justin said :)*
oh gosh. this is so heart aching.
i shall vanish & make my way down to the police post.
*pooof!*
UPDATES.,
Friday, September 11, 2009 @ 3:05 PM
Buke puasa with anis cuzzie at bugis the other night. jaoh2 pegi, buke Macdonalds. sorry babe. HAHA! anw, walked around bugis street. then walked around. & more walking. we saw the F1 route. and boy, the lights was friggin bright.& we had laughters & random shits. HAHAHA! thanks babe. & after that, i met sabby. He & his brand new digi cam. :)
& ystd, teman him go jamming.
& today, we're going geylaaaaaang. :D
Ouhyes. rebond my hair. ^_^
& otw, met Idayu. haha. and the aunty thought we were sisters??? we don't even look alike, do we?
muker duer2 burok kan? :P
ahh yes. hahaha.
*anis, you better see this.*
So, Hari Raya is like in 4 days. hmm, EXCITED much? as usual, nothing much. like every year, since 2005. And turning 18 soon as well, nothing much, really. aperlaa sgt? i dont think i'll be celebrating. that noon i'm having appointment @ SGH. & that night, im going for Andee's LA class. i cant afford to miss this. coincidence? yes, VERY MUCH. :(
Slept at dad's place on monday the other night. i somehow can tell that he has been missing me. serbe salah aku dibuatnyer. hah. but anws, i know i've made him happy. ♥daddy.
Having FB self training later. And the exam choreo is this friday. oh shucks. im not totally prepared actually. gotta do homework. :(
anw, posting of photos, later okay. i gtg now.
& I MISS SCHOOL..! randomness.
Goodnight Children.
Labels: going with the flow
JOY & LAUGHTER :D,
Wednesday, September 9, 2009 @ 3:15 PM
7 September 2009
Justin Heng Fu Sen turned legally 18!
& not forgetting the best day I've had with
ForeignBodies Family. :)
im pretty sure everyone had truckloads of fun. those pictures says it all.
FB is FAMILY.
Anws, just recovered from some allergy i recently just found out like a week ago. but, whatever. :)
been so bored at home. i wish there's school. =/
& yes. I've accomplished everything i need to do. now, i need to do 1 more thing. go over to dad's place. i miss him.
& yes! i've finally got my haircut! :D
nice?
p.s. so,babydontworry;
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6 WEEKS OF PURE FUN!,
Thursday, September 3, 2009 @ 1:27 AM
& FINALLY.
I'M FREEEEEEEE...!
omg. EXAMS are finally over.
i tell you, im like so happy like one SIAO PEH.
HAHAHA!
anw, now that i have EXAMS out of my mind, my shoulders, and every part of me, (sounds abit wrong ehh?) i can now focus on getting my priorities straight. Finally, i can get back to Variasi. yayness.
i can get back to FB trainings. double-yayness. :)
and now, i have a list of "to do"s.
- Clear and arrange my oh-so-messy-&-full closet.
- Update my closet :D (meaning, shopping..!)
- Get back on track with FB trainings.
- Focus back on Variasi. (3 hari raya events & Pestariasi coming up)
- Manage my stuffs in my lappy.
- Catch up on my sleeeeeeep.
- & finally, i'll wait for Sabby's return.
okay, so here comes my 6 weeks of HOLIDAYS.
GOODNIGHT CHILDREN...!
Labels: oh what an awesome feeling.
