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Friday, February 19, 2010 @ 2:18 PM

F. I really don't need this right now.
I think I need more of 'me' time..
I think I'm starting to realise that I'm not much a juggler person.

The more I handle, the lesser control of myself I'm gonna have.

I know it has not been easy.

& like any typical saying goes, "That's life..."

Fuck laaa. I hear that everywhere.

But nevertheless, I still do believe that, THAT is LIFE.

No matter how bad you want to make it better, it takes time, patience & work.

Oh yes, & not forgetting PAIN.

Urghh. The irony of it. -_-

YOU just had to make all our lives like a roller coaster ride, huh?

(YOU= i was refering to the big guy up there.hah.)

Thanks eh. Pfft.

But it's okay. After all these years, I'm learning. I'm stronger.

Gotta be independent. Still, I thank to those lovely people who have been helping me out throughout this crazy journey of mine. I need not mention the names now. I will, some other day. :)

& also thanks to a good friend of mine, I stood by his words.
"Jangan ikut hati. Nanti mati"

Meaning, if you follow your heart blindly, you'll die. Not as in really die.

But you'll have regrets in the future.

Which is true. Very, I must say.
I never really had a good start for 2010.
But as long as I set my mind right, I think it will be alright. Soon enough. I think. :/

Now, I cant believe next week is my first paper.
Omg. Time flies so fast. & what have i done? :'(

I just want exams to be over. Fast game arh, seriously.

I can then focus on Danceworks & Pestariasi.

Okay, I'm done complaining. (not that I'm being complacent) :P

Now back to mugging :(

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