♥ My Pyramid ♥

a wake up call,

Sunday, January 31, 2010 @ 2:34 PM

I'm glad I have my family of friends i can go to.
Thanks Zainul. Thanks Jamie Darling. & to so much more.

Thank you. ♥ :)

To Jamie Darling, you gotta stay strong. make the right decisions.

You know where & how to find me kay? lovelove.

To Bernice Dear, i know it's killing you inside, very much. I understand..

Well, when you're with us, just use the best time out of it to spend it with us. :)

~& I'm not as perfect as you want me to be.

But accept my flaws, & you'll get the best of me.
If not, then...

I'm not gonna give up that easily.

Because once I do, it will be hard for me to even get back on track.

I dont want to make wrong decisions.

So gimme time, & i WILL prove it to you that I am MORE than that.~

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Hey,

Wednesday, January 27, 2010 @ 11:41 PM

STOP COMPARING ME.

iamstillthesamegirl;

So True,

Sunday, January 24, 2010 @ 1:57 PM

Oh. Wow. Please agree with me people.
It's so true, isn't it? Hehe.

(via secretsabout-you.tumblr.com)

I repost this.
Thanks Jamie darling. ♥ :)

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ppfft.,

@ 2:20 AM

Okay hi people.
Im officially addicted to "Give Me Novacaine" by Green Day.
*recommended by Sabby.

~"Take away the sensation inside
Bitter sweet migraine in my head
It's like a throbbing toothache of the mind
I can't take this feeling anymore.

Drain the pressure from the swelling,
This sensation's overwhelming
Give me a long kiss goodnight and everything will be alright
Tell me that I won't feel a thing
So give me Novacaine.

Out of body and out of mind
Kiss the demons out of my dreams
I get the funny feeling, that’s alright
Jimmy says its better than air
I’ll tell you what,

Drain the pressure from the swelling,
This sensation's overwhelming.
Give me a long kiss goodnightand everything will be alright
Tell me that I won't feel a thing,
So give me Novacaine"~

Sweet eh?
Yeah, i wish somebody would give me novacaine.. :(

But anyway.
Life has been. 1 word, BUZY.
I know. I always tried my best to put aside time for something important.
But, oh well. Haha.

Now, I gotta focus on exams. 4 weeks left :'(
& at the same time, Danceworks & Pestariasi.
But imma take a break from Pestariasi.
& lessen my time for FB for the moment. Studies is MORE important anw.
So yeah, I gotta get this right. I have to. Sigh..

Okay, FB has just been an amazing bunch of people to hang out with.
To dance with, to cry with, to laugh my ass off with & to love with. :)
Love you all. ♥ :)

So it's Sunday morning already.
Am I heading anywhere? Don't know yet.
Am I gonna see you tonight? Don't know yet.
Am I gonna wake up early? I doubt so. HAHA.

Goodnight all. :)

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FB ♥,

Tuesday, January 19, 2010 @ 11:22 PM

Hey all.

Haven't been updating lately.

Well, I don't have to say why.

In short, life got in the way and I couldn't have anything done in my way.
& even though I've comprehend the matters, I guess it took time. It really did.

5 Projects. 2 down. 3 more to go.

Exams are in 5 weeks time. Gosh. Time flies so fast eh?
But here's what I really wanna say. If you people are reading this.
I'm sure you know who you are.

Thank you very much to those who have been there for me when I was in need.

Thank you for the concern, even though I can be a pain in a butt. :P
Thank you for lending me your shoulder to cry on.

Thank you for the HUGS! especially this one. Because I love hugsss. :)

Thank you for the laughters.

& FB, thank you for almost everything. me love you all like family kay. :)

& yes! here are the photos that I promised. OPEN HOUSE 2010.

The FB Family. ♥

The 9th Generation. ♥

& I want to say thank you. especially to Jamie darling, Zainul, Arisa dear, Leila, Bernice, Raizan, Thomas, Zen, Nissa & more...
Oh, you know why. p.s thanks for the love yaw ♥ :)

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& to my darling Jamie.

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAYYYY..!
May God bless you babe. Muah. ♥

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Anw, back to school.
Classmates = AWESOME. Hahaha!
So many stupid things we did, stupid things we said.
They really made me laugh my head off. Hahaha. Thanks BI0903 ♥ :)

Okay, I'll stop here.
Been not feeling well. Need to catch up on my beauty sleep. HAH.
Goodnight children :)

Labels: sucky situation

haywired.,

Monday, January 11, 2010 @ 4:16 PM

I'm haywired.

I'm not strong enough.
Even though I keep telling myself, forcing myself I should be.
I don't know what's next.
Everything's falling upon me.
I need to save myself.
I have to help myself.
I need to be better.
I want to be better.
I need time.

I wish there was a way.
Please, let there be a way.

Labels: somebody save me.

I ♥ Foreign Bodies,

Saturday, January 9, 2010 @ 11:09 PM

Hello.
I'm having 4 emotions/feelings, all wrapped up together.
Isn't that awesome?

Tired.
3 days straight, FB performance for Open House NYP 2010. Awesome.
Plus, later, having Variasi performance at Lagunsari. Penat kau tau tak, PENAT.
Well, I never complained, except to myself. HAHAHA.

Excited / Great / Happy.
Because the batch are getting even closer & closer. Even with the seniors + more grand grand seniors. Love them(FB) too too much.
Let's jiayou '09 Generation :)
PICTURES WILL BE UPLOADED SOON :)

Pissed.
School's starting like, in less than 48 hours. -_-
Assignments yet to be done.
& more stuffs I'm worried about. & the best part, I can't find you anywhere.

Sick.
Bad headaches. Tummy Aches.
Yeah, nobody care anyway. Hahaha.

Okay, I better do something even more beneficial.
Do assignments? Nah. I rather sleeeeep now k.
Goodnight people.

Labels: where are you?

HAPPY NEW YEAR,

Friday, January 1, 2010 @ 9:33 PM

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE.

How was new year?

It was fine.
I know, more resposibilities, more challenges, more shit.

So, bring it.
I hope there'll be more fun, more you.

Next week: Open House 2010.

I think that's the only thing I'm looking forward to for now. Hah.

Went out with Mummy this evening.

She "pampered" me for today. Bought for me stuffs.

Thanks Mummy.

That's all for now.
Byebye.

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